• When I was in first year high school, there was this ‘writing competition’ and I was forced by my parents to join it. We were required to write, obviously, and lo and behold my paper ranked 7th. I knew I had the potential but I never bothered joining the Journ group because I was not that confident enough. I was afraid I wont be as good as the 6 people who ranked higher than me.
• Last summer, after one round of banana boating, I told the Manong who assisted us that I don’t want to try the second and third round anymore. I told him and my groupmates that I might have asthma attack. Well that’s one reason. I never told them I’m afraid of the ocean. I was getting paranoid about not being able to float even though I have the life jacket. I didn’t even bother to try snorkeling too. I told my teacher and the other people (again) that I might have another asthma attack. Well, that’s a lie . I was really afraid to try snorkeling. CHICKEN ME IS CHICKEN.
• School organizations are currently having their application process and I know I promised someone I would join Cursor. I’m very sorry that I broke that promise. There’s a part of me who wants to join Cursor, I swear. I remember back in first year college, some cursor people entertained us when we were stranded at the College of Engg. That very day made me want to join that org in the near future. But sad to say, a part of me is still afraid to try.

I don’t know what’s wrong with. I really don’t know. Oh god, why am I so afraid to try new things? Why?

AM I MAKING SENSE HERE IDEK

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This came in the mail today. Happy me is definitely happy! Would wear the shirt on the 24th in celebration of my freedom from acads AKA tests are now over after 3PM of that day.

I should be studying rn really.

Anyway, Danna went to UP a while ago. She’s back from the States two weeks ago and finally, after almost five years, we meet again. March 28, 2006. I was very emotional during the last day of our sophomore year in high school. That was the last time I saw her. After a few weeks, she flew to LA. Sigh, I missed her so much. Too bad, she’s going home next week. Despedida party on Sunday.

And to end this post, I shall leave you all with this

I made that design and I’m planning to print it! Yay or nay?

My current jam right now! God, I can’t wait for the new Black & White record! I actually preordered it thus the poor me. But I know my $16 would be all worth it.

See these boys (and a girl), they are some of the few people here in this world who keeps me in company, (and sane) thanks to Martin, my iPod. Their songs are everything to me. They make me happy and squee so much whenever I get to see them live (exhibit A: Boys Like Girls and Cobra Starship) or whenever they reply to my non-sense tweets (exhibit B: We The Kings 1, 2, 3, 4) or whenever they do out of this world stuff (exhibit C: All Time Low STD Outtakes). I love them so much it’s unbelievable aka I fangirl a lot over them.

photo from jacvanek.com

I’m collecting wristbands right now and it’s becoming an obsession. If only Jac Vanek would ship here in the Philippines again. And speaking of Jac’s stuff, I think they are overpriced like these wristbands. Dear Jac, if ever you’re reading this, lower your prices. Make them wristbands be $5 each, ok? Anyway, I’m planning to make my own wristbands too and sell them to my friends. Dear friends, please buy my shit.

New old books make me happy! Every Saturday, after my EEE8 lab class, I tend to go to Book Sale and look for interesting books. Book Sale is awesome, it would make you barf unicorns! Hardbound books for only Php 35-90!!!

I purchased these books from Book Sale.

• Undercover by Beth Kephart for Php 50
• The Song Reader by Lisa Tucker for Php 145 (I can sense that this is a new book. I mean, no one used it before. There were no folds or marks. Therefore expensive)
• Conception by Kalisha Buckhanon for Php 50
• Take Me, Take Me With You by Lauren Kelly for Php 35 only

Next Saturday, I’ll go back to that paradise.

Saturdays and Sundays make me happy cos those days are Hannah Montana and Jonas days. Call me shallow, whatever, I like both. Miley is my homegurl. Late night Disney shows make me happy too!

What makes you happy?

• My mind is made up of 50% CS 140 concepts and 50% love for music
• I’ve been studying for CS140 a lot and it’s unbelievable.
• I love the fact that I’m learning tons of stuff from my CS140 class
• But then again CS 140 would be the death of me
• I need to have a pedicure
• I need to buy new earphones
• I need to study for my CS135 class. I seriously cannot understand a thing. I need a book.
• Searching for reference books is hard
• I need to study for my Stat130 too cos honestly, my substitute teacher is no good and Ms. Real Teacher is coming back on Friday.
• I need to read Let’s Get Lost asap
• James Reid should make some babies with me. I’m sorry Ann Li but you aint good for him.
• So what I’m saying is I’m good for Baby James. WTH, don’t argue with me this is my blog. You could close this window now if you’re unhappy with my shit
• I’ve so many things to do
• I’m typing in bullets again
• I badly want to go to the US of A and watch Warped Tour
• I am enjoying my life right now

AND CAN I JUST

KSGFKsjdhfgkj!!!! FOREVER 21 HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES I THINK IM GONNA DIE I NEED MONEY OHMYGOD!!!

photo from chuvaness

Alex Gaskarth: “Yo, people I know. I don’t care what happened. I really couldn’t give a shit. YOOOO! Somebody please, yo! Yo, okay two things, two things. First of all, don’t ever ever ever fuckin’ swing at a girl, you prick.”
Jack Barakat: “Unless, unless it’s your wife!”
Alex Gaskarth: “Unless you’re married. Number two, number two, calm the fuck down, okay? It’s a god damn, it’s a god damn music festival. We’re not, we’re not..?”
Jack Barakat: “We’re not playing pokemon here. You don’t have to flip out, okay?”
Alex Gaskarth: “It’s not fuckin’… Save it for the monster truck rally, you guys.”

I figured out I might as well enjoy what I have right now and be thankful that I am here right now. Everyone would kill for this place. Be thankful.

▲ I learned a lot from CS 140. I mean, really good and informative stuff. I actually like the way how my professor teaches. I like how she asks us questions and we answer. Yes, you would feel pressured and all but mind you, she doesn’t and I think would never give a WTF face if you’ll give the wrong answer. She’ll give a more appreciative look — appreciation for the effort. I also do think that her way of teaching (the question and answer kind of discussion) is the best way for students to learn because a) You’ll be obliged to listen b) You’ll be obliged to study or read ahead and c) Everyone is obliged to participate (duhhh). Result: everyone learns. Props for you Mrs. Susan. You’re one of my favorite teachers now.

▲ I had a coffee date with my homegirls, Finella and Dana. We were supposed to watch Toy Story 3 but we decided that it’s better if we would just have a coffee date and do some catching up on each other cos we haven’t had a bonding time for ages! I miss them so much! Words can’t explain how overwhelmed I was!

▲ Yesterday, momma, Ynah and I watched Toy Story 3! I was really excited to watch that movie because duh, Toy Story 2 was a decade ago and I need my childhood back!!! OMG, the seven year-old Mary would be proud of me. The line for the screening was unbelievably long!

There were so many kids running around and yelling and being conio and all.

I just want to tell them all

GODDAMMET STAY OUTTA MY WAY! IVE WAITED FOR ALMOST ELEVEN YEARS FOR THIS! FUCK OFF KIDS!

Anyway, Toy Story 3 was so good!!! It’s more than what I really expected. I felt bad while watching the ending cos it’s like my childhood just ended in just a snap. Oh boy.But whatever, Toy Story 3 would forever be in my heart and I’ll forever be a kid. ♥

I need to buy new earphones and uhmm, AP magazine or maybe Spin mag. Huhuhu, I’m gonna be broke.