July 25, 2010 at 9:25 pm
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Did I ever mention before that I have this huge fear of trying new things that could affect my life in some ways?

• When I was in first year high school, there was this ‘writing competition’ and I was forced by my parents to join it. We were required to write, obviously, and lo and behold my paper ranked 7th. I knew I had the potential but I never bothered joining the Journ group because I was not that confident enough. I was afraid I wont be as good as the 6 people who ranked higher than me.
• Last summer, after one round of banana boating, I told the Manong who assisted us that I don’t want to try the second and third round anymore. I told him and my groupmates that I might have asthma attack. Well that’s one reason. I never told them I’m afraid of the ocean. I was getting paranoid about not being able to float even though I have the life jacket. I didn’t even bother to try snorkeling too. I told my teacher and the other people (again) that I might have another asthma attack. Well, that’s a lie . I was really afraid to try snorkeling. CHICKEN ME IS CHICKEN.
• School organizations are currently having their application process and I know I promised someone I would join Cursor. I’m very sorry that I broke that promise. There’s a part of me who wants to join Cursor, I swear. I remember back in first year college, some cursor people entertained us when we were stranded at the College of Engg. That very day made me want to join that org in the near future. But sad to say, a part of me is still afraid to try.

I don’t know what’s wrong with. I really don’t know. Oh god, why am I so afraid to try new things? Why?

AM I MAKING SENSE HERE IDEK

July 18, 2010 at 11:53 pm
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July 14, 2010 at 5:07 pm
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This came in the mail today. Happy me is definitely happy! Would wear the shirt on the 24th in celebration of my freedom from acads AKA tests are now over after 3PM of that day.

July 8, 2010 at 11:43 pm
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11:30 PM. I’m in front of Poolie, typing this blog entry. I don’t know why I’m not in the mood to study today. I should be studying EEE8 right now. I should be solving mesh and nodal equations that’s been bullshitting me since the start of EEE8. Did I mention that I hate Physics, that I hate all those circuits and stuff? Nope? Well, I do hate them. A lot. I hated Physics ever since my junior year in high school. Phobia, I guess. That’s the only subject I failed ever. I got an 83 for the second quarter but hold on, I did get a 90 for the third.

I should be studying rn really.

Anyway, Danna went to UP a while ago. She’s back from the States two weeks ago and finally, after almost five years, we meet again. March 28, 2006. I was very emotional during the last day of our sophomore year in high school. That was the last time I saw her. After a few weeks, she flew to LA. Sigh, I missed her so much. Too bad, she’s going home next week. Despedida party on Sunday.

And to end this post, I shall leave you all with this

I made that design and I’m planning to print it! Yay or nay?

at 8:41 am
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My current jam right now! God, I can’t wait for the new Black & White record! I actually preordered it thus the poor me. But I know my $16 would be all worth it.

Hola, I'm Mary and welcome to my blog. I'm 18 & I study at UPD. I fangirl excessively over We The Kings, Boys Like Girls, Nick Jonas, Demi Lovato & Miley Cyrus and I do believe that I would conquer the Hollywood someday. More?

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